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Wednesday, April 02, 2008, 2:36 AM
i know its late, yet the mood for sleeping has not sunk into me. i am worrying about will about our concert.. its not too far away le..but .. are we really ready for a full-scale concert at esplanade. we still have 2 more months , but its just a mere 2 months . and honestly speaking, i really do not know whether the j1 and j2's feel the urge to put up a brillant performance on june 10th. i just dun feel it , its not the same feeling as syf last year. issit bcoz its not a compeition, but again.. this is even more important. parents , friends and outsiders, they will be watching us. and they will be expecting a gold with honours harmonica band. i need to practice , and do so very hard. because i know every single person matters in the band, i cannot simply rely on others to cover up mistakes due to a lack of practice. and again, its not only the band that is causing my worriedness. its the common test as well, coming in approximately 5 weeks time.. and the pressure arises because we have to have time to study as well as to get the pieces for our concert ready.. how well can i do .. even if i wanted to put in the effort to do well.. i have already wasted too much time last year, and when dreams become shattered, reality sets in. i did not regret it at all, because it was really a learning experience, except that the lesson was really painful. it caused so much hurt because i did not know what i was not mature enough to handle it.. but there will always be this regret that i caused her to feel so much pain throughout everything, and it shld have never been the case. but most imptly, bcoz of this, i lost sum1 who could very well became a very good friend instead. but ..i shld hv known , all along we were frens.. and it should have remained so that way. but it has always been the case that when ppl lose, den they start to treasure.. no sms from her.. i hope she doesn't get the wrong idea because of my frenster account thingy. and because its a prank on me! but again, i am thinking why wld the person who hacked the account post such a thing ..? tmr.. oh no. cant mug again.. mr tan coming .. lols!den i shall leave my hse to mug.. buahahah! |
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