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fences

don't look up just let them think

there's no place else you'd rather be in now

you can't turn back

because this road is all you'll ever have

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welcome :) navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively	Tuesday, April 29, 2008, 12:50 AM haha! today so happy. at least now, we have a small conversation going. but i am alr happy enough. although i know i shld have talked to her first.. n i managed to accomplish what i wanted to . maybe not.. Wednesday, April 23, 2008, 4:55 PM i guess she doesn't read my blogs anymore le.. so haha its ok. yea she finally managed to get everything off her, all the stress and everything she has been carrying for all the past few months. i thought she should have no problem, and it turns out i was right :) wanted to send an sms to congratulate her , but it just seems weird. but yea, i really feel that she has tried hard and its just natural she gets what she wants. perhaps sum1 else will bring her happiness, in future to come, and from the bottom of my heart,i really hope she gets it. i know wishing alone cant atone for all i have done , but i have simply no other ways anymore. and i have got what i wanted as well! perhaps not everything, because there's still A levels to come! distinction for grade 8 piano! when i received the sms from my teacher , i was abit disappointed cuz the sms reads this: congratulations! u passed ur grade 8 exam................................... and followed by a whole strings of dots, only after i saw the btm word ,i felt extreme happiness. haha , super elated over this, i never dreamt that i could achieve this. just 6 years ago, i envied how hongda managed to pass his grade 8 exam, and seeing his fingers run through the keyboard, was a fascination for me. i couldn't play well then. it has always been just a long time dream , but only when you have reached it, you yearn for more to come. i know i must not be complacent , and i must be ready for more . there is nothing much to celebrate, becuase there are still others who are better than me , and the only way to know my true standard is to participate in compeititions and concerts. and my next target is the diploma, followed by the licentiate! Music has really become part of my life, i really do not know how life will be without chopin's nocturnes and waltzes, liszt's hungarian rhapsodies, brahms' capriccios, and most importantly, the defining works of mozart and beethoven , their sonatas :) how good would it be if i could play a full length piano concerto with an orchestra. i am not asking for rachmanioff's third. just simple mozart.. Sunday, April 20, 2008, 10:39 PM 2.4 km failed!!! took napfa on sat , and first 10 minutes ran 5 rounds,and on the last round, i felt really giddy and so decided to stop running.. hai, its my only barrier to getting a gold , and i want to get it , because this will be the last napfa i am taking, i must get a gold no matter what! so training everyday from now ownwards, until the last day i am going to run and get a gold. for myself. i wonder when will have i muster enough courage to learn mephisto waltz. i am now praticing for 3 hours a day , its not enough for a concert pianist, but way too much for a student who is taking A levels exams this year.. just how nice would it be if i could play a piano concerto with a full orchestra .. maybe that day will never come.. because there are others pianists who are more skilled , more enthusiastic , more qualified.. i wish everyone gets well soon, so many people have been diagnosed ill. some influenza have caused great disruption to out class.. and everyone is taking mc. i will not make the same mistake again , unless i can be sure its only pure friendship and nothing else. is it really possible for 2 person of the opposite sex to become very good friends without any additional feelings involved ... learning Brahms, capriccio in B minor Op. 76 No.2 now. inspiring work, not too hard to learn first two pages .. but difficult to express it well.. Monday, April 14, 2008, 10:05 PM went to choir concert yesterday, and they sang rosas pandan for their encore! it was really fantastic , should really have recorded it down.. i dunno why, it just seems kinda special to listen to them sing this flipino folksong. to watch a video of a chorale singing rosas pandan, refer to right :) Sunday, April 13, 2008, 11:52 PM so its en armonia I, our first name for our harmoc concert, and finally our concert has a name. what is its significance ? haha it means a lot, means that we are getting more influential , getting more powerful, and probably going to get more recognition , i hope... but i have this simple dream that one day nj harmoc will grow to be strong in its logistics , with our own instruments and band room just like concert band. but i guess for now it will still be a wish, because we dun reli need a band room , the instrument we use, powerful yet small, has great mobility and we can just carry it around whenever we go. but come to think of it, if we had a band room , we wouldn't have to move all the drums and keyboard and double bass everytime we have practice.. and isn't it just great to be able to head straight for our band room instead of waiting for extra lsns to end before being able to occupy LT3.. so this weekend , no homework completed at all again.. because i just couldn't control myself spending unnecessary time at the computer and going out with friends. (very bad leh!) yea (yan2 xi1 zao3) is right, at his age, he probably ought to be thinking about relationships and stuff, but something i really agree with him , there is a time for everything. perhaps it is just a matter of maturity , which i don't think i have yet.. and probably thats why she just treats me like a little kid.. so chum liao =.= hvnt do the compre yet must go do now, but its 12 am liao! how todo ? must slp as well??!! in a huge dilemna..! sianZ>>> i just want to know how you are, but i dun dare to call or sms i know i shouldn't, but its out of my control. do we reli hv to distance ourselves , or perhaps it just happens naturally like this? i really wish i hadn't. Sunday, April 06, 2008, 1:37 AM hellOs! i have received the piano and violin score from mr tang.. its romance in F by beethoven! lovely song , equal parts for violin and piano and this piece.. how should i say it? it really is a typical beethoven piece and people who enjoy beethoven will probably like it , and.. as usual , i always like the minor section of his compositions. he never fails to put a unique touch on every music he writes and this is what captures the audience, be it the ornaments such as the repeated turns , or the dynamic range , or even the modulation. its always so heart wrenching to hear beethoven.. but perhaps listening too much will bore one out, because the repeated sections in different styles might sound similar to one another.. so i always try to put others periods of music or composers together with him . to watch Abaddo Blacher play romance in F : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64KW04601ts&NR=1 (orchestra part become piano part) i can almost feel why mr tang likes this piece a lot :) tmr.. what should i do? 1. mug 2..learn the piano part of romance in F 3. mug 4. finish the arrangement 5. ... start ct revision??!! haha looks like ..looks like .. must start le! left only 5 more weeks! so late le..wondering if u have reached hm.. Wednesday, April 02, 2008, 2:36 AM its late at night, i am feeling better. the throat has turned less sore and i dun think there will be any chance for fever..! or shld i pray and hope it will not come for days to come. i know its late, yet the mood for sleeping has not sunk into me. i am worrying about will about our concert.. its not too far away le..but .. are we really ready for a full-scale concert at esplanade. we still have 2 more months , but its just a mere 2 months . and honestly speaking, i really do not know whether the j1 and j2's feel the urge to put up a brillant performance on june 10th. i just dun feel it , its not the same feeling as syf last year. issit bcoz its not a compeition, but again.. this is even more important. parents , friends and outsiders, they will be watching us. and they will be expecting a gold with honours harmonica band. i need to practice , and do so very hard. because i know every single person matters in the band, i cannot simply rely on others to cover up mistakes due to a lack of practice. and again, its not only the band that is causing my worriedness. its the common test as well, coming in approximately 5 weeks time.. and the pressure arises because we have to have time to study as well as to get the pieces for our concert ready.. how well can i do .. even if i wanted to put in the effort to do well.. i have already wasted too much time last year, and when dreams become shattered, reality sets in. i did not regret it at all, because it was really a learning experience, except that the lesson was really painful. it caused so much hurt because i did not know what i was not mature enough to handle it.. but there will always be this regret that i caused her to feel so much pain throughout everything, and it shld have never been the case. but most imptly, bcoz of this, i lost sum1 who could very well became a very good friend instead. but ..i shld hv known , all along we were frens.. and it should have remained so that way. but it has always been the case that when ppl lose, den they start to treasure.. no sms from her.. i hope she doesn't get the wrong idea because of my frenster account thingy. and because its a prank on me! but again, i am thinking why wld the person who hacked the account post such a thing ..? tmr.. oh no. cant mug again.. mr tan coming .. lols! den i shall leave my hse to mug.. buahahah! Tuesday, April 01, 2008, 3:08 PM sorethroat..ahh!! its nt very painful, but i always find it irritating to have a sorethroat, especially going to school. cuz smtimes in sch nid to talk a lot, and it makes the condition all the more worse. n i got a bit of headache as well, so today nt gg for harmoc le..i really scared it develops into a fever and i will have to miss lessons.. today wrote a gp essay in school , i know we need more practice in essay, but writing essay is really like a brain drain for me.. :(( to think of all the chim but apt vocabulary and ensure every sentence there is no grammatical error!! and most imptly think of pts for the essay and ensure the structure is correct! i wrote on : youths in sg today are self-centered . is this a fair comment? and i truly have to say no comment can be fairer den this. but of course by saying this i am making a baseless assumption and generalisation that all youths are this way.. which obviously is not la but for the sake of the discussion i have to take a stand.haha argh! my frenster account tio hacked...! and the thing is i dun think my password is easy to guess at all .. the most irritating thing is that person who hacked my account posted messages in my name in other people's profile!! that is really an ugly thing to do, and i think i know who it is.. guessing his intentions. i think people with no morals will remain like this ba, so i wunt try to find out who did it , cuz i really dun wan to know.. today got caught my miss chua ( a maths teacher) for not wearing the collar pin . but the most funny thing is before she caught me, she caught kai mun!! and kaimun's face, as usual in awkward situation , tuned tomato red! haha..while me and eugene was waiting for him , we were laughing quite badly, cuz he really looked super funny wif his tomato face..!! haha, but i got my fair share for laughing at me, cuz i was standing quite close to miss chua and she turned round and saw me. and oops, haha , i forgot to wear the collar pin.. so had to purchase one frm the bookshop and look for her after sch.. but i think she wld be a nice lady if she wasn't so strict cuz when she looks kind when she smiles :) i nvr do the singlish holiday assignment! spposed to be handed in long ago le , but i did not have it with me cuz on the day she handed out the assignment there wasn't enough. suprisingly or maybe was it her usual self.. she didn't scold me ! all of a sudden , i don't know why .. i just felt.. guilty . she wasn't strict when it comes to homework, and any reasonable excuse would allow me to escape punishment and hand in the homework later. but the nicer the teacher is, the more gulity one will feel when he/she doesn't hand in his/her hw. she is so kind, yet i took it for granted and made her life difficult by nit handing in hw..how could i ..		thedeceptionist zhen huan NJC 07S03 NJC Harmonica treasuRes* his piano mom + dad didi those good memories		partnersincrime + NJC Harmonica + Emily + Alvin :) + Martin + WuZhen :) + BigBOOK!! xD + Jerlyn =D + Angie + michelle + pei xuan + xiiao tiing + shannon + Guo Hui + Zoeeeeyyyy! + Sheng Kang + Kong Yin + Jing Huai + Xiao Nan + Ruo Binnnn + Rebeccai! :) + Joyce aka 07s03 ct rep! + Zheng Pin + Weiming + Chim Meng + Jeaness + Ting Yun backtoyesterday + The Complexity of Social Life in Modern SocietyThi... + yup , this week was quite fruitful for me as i lea... + It has been 3 months since i had my first botak ha... + The one wk plus long break is coming to an end soo... + + hey its the third day since passing out parade, an... + life in ns so far hasn't been filled with injuries... + hai, disappointed. cuz i knew i cld do better.cuz ... + i know i wunt be able to take failure, i know it w... + hvnt been blogging a long time , i guess my dashbo... wheni'mgone + February 2006 + March 2006 + September 2006 + June 2007 + July 2007 + August 2007 + September 2007 + October 2007 + November 2007 + December 2007 + January 2008 + February 2008 + March 2008 + April 2008 + May 2008 + June 2008 + July 2008 + August 2008 + September 2008 + November 2008 + December 2008 + January 2009 + February 2009 + March 2009 + May 2009 + June 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 + February 2011 takeabow A accidentality productions Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		theventingmachine