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Sunday, July 29, 2007, 8:08 AM
so here i am in front of my computer at 8.09 am to start work early. Haha, i really don't remember waking up so early ever in my life to do homework.. hmm... yesterday , our family had dinner together, cooked by mum, and we talked a lot of stuff while eating. haha, come to think of it, it really is rare for us to eat together. happy, mum? today maybe off to eat at the seafood restaurant at marina bay. the sky looks rather cloudless, and i am sure it will be a bright day. enjoy ur day! =)) <3 <3 <3 Friday, July 27, 2007, 7:52 PM
Haha! I only knew in the morning that parents-teacher meeting was today. Everyone had a letter informing them when the ptm would be except me because i was absent on the day the letter was given out. so means that the "tea session" between tay n my parents will be pushed backwards..but this is no news to rejoice.. yes its my fault for not washing wq clothes properly. sorry. heys, got my ct result slip back today..no subject beyond the 50th percentile. thats atrocious. this is directly proportional to the amount of effort i put in and..ya, i need not explain more. PROMOS! thats my next chance and target! ivy ivy ivy, haha! next time i help you, really don't need to say so many thanks de la! coz i dunno when i might nid ur help de! "what are frens for?" i wunt forget the drink u promised!! haha...JK! i wonder will u ever see this..will u ever know my feelings? u walked at the front, me, following n looking at ur back.. i imagined myself holding ur hands, feeling the warmth in them. when i am with you, i thought of sharing my day and telling you how sad or happy i am today. and u too. i thought of sharing ur burden and joys..and help u solve all difficulties u face in life. and just be with you when u are feeling upset. i wonder will u ever know i am waiting , waiting for u to tell me all these. i wonder will u ever know that not a single day pass by without me thinking of u. i wonder will u ever change ur heart one day, just so that i can do all these. i wonder will u ever know that this is not plain puppy love, but that my heart really feels for u and i want to care for u.. i wounder will u ever know that what other people say doesn't matter, because following your heart is most important.. i will always be there for u when u nid me... Wednesday, July 25, 2007, 10:12 PM
It was a moment of pure anguish and desperate. I have never felt anything like that before. I just couldn’t believe it, couldn’t believe that I was actually so close. Maybe u cannot imagine how elated I was after receiving your first sms. And how disappointed I was when the second one came. I thought you were selfish, but in fact I was the selfish one. I just wanted something back in return, and seeing that you were undecisive, I decided to push you. It was something which in the past I would never have done. But out of eagerness...haix...shouldn’t have been the case. I am sorry, g. Yea, it was my fault. If I had not pushed, you would not be so confused. If you were not confused, this wouldn’t have taken place at all. I need some time to cool off and readjust. , 3:48 PM
Today was chem spa. Haix Haix, I forget to calculate one step!!! Just one step !! What to do except crying over spilled milk... I tried to find time to read harry potter but apparently I couldn’t find any , so only choice is to read on weekends. I am eager to unfold the plot.. And I have just finished reading “You are here” by a local author. This book was lent to our class by our ct mr tay and I managed to borrow it first ..haha! Ya, it’s a very sad story about a couple who liked each other since primary 2 and they managed to get together officially during sec 2 (bcoz the guy asked the gal) . However, they broke up during sec 4 bcoz the guy fell in love with another gal. Soon after, the guy found out that he actually still liked the previous gal bcoz but he dared not ask her. 6 years later, they got back together bcoz they met each other on the way to work and the gal told the guy she still liked him. However, the gal soon fell mentally sick and imagine herself growing younger by 1 year every two weeks. And a lot of complications after that… In the end, the guy did not manage to treat the girl’s illnesses because she died of a car accident . He was totally devasted bcoz it was bcoz of him that the girl met with the accident. After reading this, I really treasure what I have now, esp my bro n mum n dad.( SOUnds like a bOOk review! Haha!) Yes , you can say whatever you like anytime. Yes , You can change your decision almost instantly, thinking that u need not carry any responsibility at all for making it in the first place. Yes, you can accept and reject whenever you feel like it, because all it matters is that you feel good about it. . No one else’s feelings are important and you can simply just tear them again and again. Fine,fine, u can continue to care about urself and ur own feelings, I don’t care about it anymore. I really don’t know how to face you in the future, even as friends. Monday, July 23, 2007, 8:26 PM
Things i have to complete after i log off internet. 1. CHEMISTRY SPA REVISION 2. Maths Tutorial and Assignment 3. PW EOM of 600 words 4. Collate GP VA questions Just put them down here in case i forget any. The event to look forward to is the Genting Trip from 3rd to 5th of August. I can already imagine myself immersed in fun-filled activities. The best part of the trip is that we get to perform at a international Gala Concert. Woots! Life is reality. Reality is life. There are things which you have to sit down and complete eventually after all the fun. Such as mugging. This CT result is , as a matter of fact, the worse result i have ever gotton in my whole life. Whole life. No papers above 50. I haven't really sat down and think why i have such results, but isn't the answer obvious. Laziness. I used to think this is the worse habit in the world, and yet i am having it . It is indeed time to change. Quote WQ :" Take a positive attitude from now on!" I love you even if you dun.. So , time for mugging again.. I can already imagine the feeling when mr tay meets my parents and i am stuck in between them. This will be the first and last time he informs my parents of bad results, i promise. Saturday, July 21, 2007, 10:52 AM
The repercussions of not mugging for ct are coming back to me! Remedials and more remedials.. The thought of staying back after school for lessons and missing cca really turns me off, yet i have no choice because i chose this path myself.. I used to laugh at her for wanting to do well in ct so that she would not have remedials. I believe they are useful for revision. And i still believe in this fact. However, it is taking too much of my time !!! Yesterday lessons ended at around 12 + , and my remedial started at around 3.40pm . In between , me, wq, km went to the library to mug maths and tok cok. Then, icelle came to find us. (She did not want to come up the library at first and inisisted on staying at the canteen!) HAHA!! But she was the only one there while the 3 of us were in the library! At first we were all in the canteen,so i played scissors-paper-stone wif her to decide where we will go. Then i won. But then, expected la miss lee! She say the winner is decided by 3 rounds, so we started all over again! haha!! I still won in the end lehx! But some ppl leh, just dun admit defeat and keep their promises. In the end, she stayed in the canteen while the 3 of us went up. (but she still came to find us in the end..lol!) after wq finished his work, he and km went to play soccer, while i cont doing bcoz i haven finished yet.. -.- Thanks fujian, for the nice gift! =D Tuesday, July 17, 2007, 12:04 AM
They are really super tough and leaves me with no time for mugging and dota arx!!! Monday, July 16, 2007, 12:35 AM
I always believed in this, so i want to do a greater part as a fren. I managed to help vic out today, and although it wasn't exactly right , but i felt satisfied that i could actually solve problems for my friend. Haha! it is nice to have a good fren wif you when you meet into difficult situations. would u approach me to help you when you need it? A great deal of work remains to be done, but time is really not on my side. Or maybe shld i say i am actually not treasuring it. I remember vividly the day zf was chided for putting off the video that he was supposed to produce. "So, procrastination was at work here." that was what he said. This is a bad habit which deters people from striving for the best. So must get rid of it... Saturday, July 14, 2007, 10:19 PM
Gotta finish loads and loads of stuffs, projects and homework seem to flow in at an unlimited rate, cca commitments , friend commitments. Really tiring and unmotivated. Haha, where do i get the strength from to complete everything? Yea, but can't really complain, because isn't everyone the same , and for some others, life is even tougher! So i am back to pokemon ! recently found interest in it because in the past, my only hobby was to play pokemon.. it has been such a long time, yet the version i play is still the same old one i used to play. Parent-teacher meeting with mr tay that's just great.. How is mr tay going suan me in front of my parents ?? Lets wait and see! =D (u better dun!) Are you going to keep the sadness in your heart and let it remain there forever ? y is it that you simply chose not to confide to people who cares abt you? truth is simply to harsh. Thursday, July 12, 2007, 11:18 PM
Finally i got my ct back liao! result: 3 U! Yesh. Haix. When i told my mum about this She did not scold me. She spoke to me in this warm tone she always does when i flop my exams. " Its ok , son. I do not hope you can get brillant results. I only wished that you had tried your best. Ask yourself why, why did you not achieve the results which YOU wanted? What went wrong?" I suddenly recalled my dreams and hopes of getting into a top university. I had always wanted to go there since young. It seems so faraway with my current results. I cannot disappoint her, i cannot fail myself. It is high time for me to go intensive again, and start operating. Balance my time, set my priorities, just like i did before O's. Nothing shall stop me now! tmr mr yong is going to usa death valley for the ultra-marathon challenge! I really admire him a lot, not only his physical abilities but his mental determination and resilience. Cheering you on with everything, Mr Yong. I promise we will still be like before. this friendship wunt change, no matter what happens. i will always be there for you when you need me... Tuesday, July 10, 2007, 9:33 AM
One-by-one The joy of sharing I realize making people feel happy makes me feel happy too! It was something i did not notice in the past. These could be very simple acts, but it really brighten others' day! I offered my 2 good frens durians which they have never eaten before in their whole life! They did not come from Singapore and so did not know what it tasted like.. Haha, guess wat?! One of them liked it while the other just puked the whole thing out! Ya, it was wasted but we had a lot of fun with each talking about durian and other stuffs too! There are really nice people out there who are willing to make friends with you. Maybe you haven't met a lot, but when you meet them, you know it. If you treat them sincerely, i am sure they will do the same too. Yet even if they do not , dun be too quick to regard them negatively ( like deleting their hp nos.?haha!) Maybe they dun have the time, but deep in their heart they know they treasure this friendship with you even if its not, dun be too upset, cuz there are lots of others who cares. Yeah! So yesterday i was basically wif wq the whole day. He really had a long day touring singapore sia. In the morning he went for the baba-culture thing while i was in Lt 2 enjoying the air-con and sleeping throughout the supernatural thingy. After that, we met at the canteen and proceeded for the singapore history museum. A super fun day for him learning Singapore history and culture (horx?!) Oh ya, i saw daniel who was doing the council notice board alone. So i decided to go help him , but i was really sorry that i could not help him through the end, cause i had to leave for the museum thing. Sorry ah! And after the tour ended, we did not come back to nj wif the group but instead continued to explore the museum on our own. They had this portable device which we could carry around with us , and upon pressing a number which represents our location, the device will give us an introduction to the exhibits!Sounds fun?! Yeah it was! We listened to the detailed explanations one-by-one and by the time we finished, it was already 5.30pm. So we decided to have dinner together lo. So in the end we went to raffles city to eat, and back home. me: you want to take red-line with me? i going back nj. wq: ok , suibian. (At the mrt station) me: train come le, quick. wq: eh i think take green line faster for me me: dun pangseh me! I cld have taken bus the horx! wq: huh, i think dun wan la. (after much persuasion) wq: okok lar, i take with you. me: guai1 ! haha, wq next time i really dun wan to take mrt with you ! lol! Haha, its ok. I really have no more of that feeling anymore Sunday, July 08, 2007, 12:05 AM
Maybe it's really better this way. SPIES! You know who you are! There is nothing for you to spy, really. or maybe should i say you all.? You want to laugh at me sitting alone?! I am sorry if i was too smart for you to have seen me. LOL! Saturday, July 07, 2007, 7:41 PM
In the meanwhile, i have forgotton all about asking kh what is he doing, because we agreed to come out this weekend to talk cok cok. Haha, dunno why, he just seems to grow fatter everytime i see him, i must advise him to exercise. Wq told me he has hockey tournament ytd, i hope he does well =D. Probably it has already ended by now, but he told me its one whole day of compeitition for him!! He had a cough yesterday and from what i can see, it is really not light. Haix, shouldn't have asked him go mac and he wunt then have 2 drink coke. i was thinking of asking daud to watch harry potter wif me, but too late still! he has alr gone wif his frens. (although maybe his gf!! haha!) so i just told him "k lar, dun wan to disturb you both then!" and he gave me that cheeky smile again. tmr shall be mugging day, for me to complete all my hw and stuff! i cant wait to get back my ct results and show my parents, so happy if i get 4 Us! T_T Its 7.52 pm now, i am waiting alone I know i will not see you, yet i just don't want to leave. I just do not know why.. Thursday, July 05, 2007, 9:14 PM
first up in the morning was the a-capella performance.!! yea it was nice, but wat i shocked me was a nj guy who came up on stage and showed everyone how pro his beatboxing skills were! He was definitely the man of the day, haha! after that, we went for university talks. i suddenly had interest in the BBA, so i went to the NUS business school talk first. It was ok, and i paid much attention throughout. Then we went for SMU talk, den some of the speakers were actually ex-NJcians and 2 of them were hse capts! Actually i did not consider SMU to be a university of my choice, but after the speech by him, i was bit tempted..haha! My fren said he wanted to know more about engineering for the 3rd session, so we decided to go to the NTU engineering talk. Lol, we went to the wrong one. Guess wat, we landed up in UNIVERSITY SCHOLARS PROGRAM. at first we didn't know so we just sat there. Then we saw the ppt slides and realized we were in the worng LT. but we decided since the talk has already started , it would not be nice for us to leave. so we listened. haha, i found out the NUSUSP only takes in 3 percent of its cohort as scholars. dats like very hard to get in, ya. afternoon stop motion animation! Yea it was fun too, we had to take pictures one by one and put them together to form an animation. Although it was like dragged for more than 1 hr past the dismissal time, but it was worth it! I will be waiting for you. 07.07.07 7.00 pm outside sakae sushi jp. I will wait till the restaurant closes, because only then they will not provide food to eat. i know i shouldn't, but i just cannot forget you. If you decide we really are not meant to be, you must not turn up. Haha, don't fan abt it , dun think too much about it. because only this will give me determination to give up everything in me. Before this date, need not mention anything abt this, and just pretend you did not see it. just trust your real feelings, that's all i ask for, because i have already said everything. Tuesday, July 03, 2007, 1:13 AM
tmr is the last day of holiday! but i am looking forward to the enrichment coz there are no lessons!! haha! nth much 2 write abt 2dae. yawns! Monday, July 02, 2007, 12:56 PM
it is a bit weird to write in standard angmoh i guess ?! so frm nw ownwards , i think can forget it. its just a waste of time...haha! nothing much happen ytd. at nite went to eat kfc, wanted to ask kh out, but i think he always seem so busy. he told me go out wif him next sat lets hope u dun pangseh! haha! den come back home straightaway dota. first game won, second game lost. its either u win or lose, haha! no hard feelings de! 2nite dota again! suddenly she became so hardworking lar and realized dat a lot of hw haven do yet. so want go lib mug hw instead of shopping, lol. but mugging is good, so jy and finish all ur hw! . ytd nite i couldnt slp well despite slping at like arnd 4 am?? haix, just too much things on my mind le. have u exp before the feeling of trying to forget something but yet it is like impossible. impossible. =D Sunday, July 01, 2007, 5:52 PM
i decided on something.very important. i shall use standard english on my blog from now onwards!! Yes, i know it is going to be difficult, but i believe it will help to improve my english eventually. you know why i decided to do it?! it's because i keep writing "u" instead of "you" and "happi" instead "of happy" etc etc in my GP essay! heng i got check la! (no i should say it's a relief that i checked my work at the end.) lol!funny. ok, let me try. Well, i did not do much at home today but spent around 3 hours praticing the piano. I am sure Mrs aw would be happy to hear that. In addition, i will be completing my theory homework either today or tomorrow depending on how free i am. In the eveving, i will probably go for early dinner and remain at home to watch television. I realized i have not touched my harmonica for quite some time. I shall promise myself to practise it more often even if there is no cca, so that i will not forget the previous pieces which i had blown. It has been quite some time since anyone called me up and asked me to go shopping. Therefore, i was a bit surprised. I agreed to it. Hence, i will go shopping. I believe it will be fun and interesting. Yesterday, i went to a cyber-games cafe with my friends. We had loads of fun playing dota. There was laughter everywhere. Although i did not win a single game, it was throughly enjoyable for me. I look forward to the next time when i meet up with them again. Don't bother too much about it anymore. If you have already made your stand clear, and he understands your meaning, i believe it will be fine. You should probably now give him some time to think through. An advice will help too. However, i don't think it will be advisable to ignore him or stop all forms of comunication. The negative effect will be that he will feel even more depressed and upset What puzzles me is why the complexity of love lies behind its simplicity. How's my angmoh? lol. |
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